THE COMPLETE MAGICK
COURSE
LESSON - 2 THE SUBJECTIVITY OF EXPERIENCE
' The universe is a projection of ourselves;
an image as unreal as that of our faces in a
mirror....We cannot affirm any quality in an
object as being independent of our sensorium,
or as being in itself that which it seems to
us. Nor can we assume that what we cognize is
more than a partial phantom of its cause.'
( --Aleister Crowley, Magick, p. 110)
Your awareness of the physical
world and of your place within it is mostly based upon the physical senses
(hearing, sight, smell, touch, taste). These five senses continually send
information to the mind, and it is up to the mind to select and interpret
them. If you could not do so, your senses would overwhelm you and be meaningless.
Selection and interpretation of your sensory inputs is
essentially an automatic,
mostly subconscious function of the mind. The program or map which the
subconscious follows as its reference point is called a 'model'. The model
is a subconscious mental photograph of how you believe the world looks
(i.e.. world view, mindset, egregore, or belief system). It was built up
from an early age by your religious and cultural background through interaction
with family and others. It contains your experiences, attitudes, and habits.
And whether you realize it or not, most of your behavior, thoughts, feelings,
and habits are based upon and conditioned by that model; even personality.
The model is one of the mind's master programs. Change in behavior generally
requires a change in the model. These limitations built into our way of
thinking cause our perceptions to be subjective. That is why Hindu philosophy
looks upon the world as illusory (maya); the world itself (object) is not
an illusion, however from
our viewpoint through perception (subject) it is.
Thus we are all conditioned by experience. Except that our perceptions, hence our experiences, are first conditioned and limited by the model. Our perceptions and experiences tend to conform to what we expect. We tend to misinterpret or ignore things which do not match our preconceived notions about them. This is automatic.
THE TRUE WILL
The forgoing demonstrates
how it is that there are so many different versions of 'truth'. One's particular
view is almost arbitrary. Although numerous religions, philosophies, and
occult systems abound, they do not contradict one and other as much as
it might appear. Rather, they describe the same (universal) reality taken
from different perspectives. For there can be no ultimate truth in the
physical world. We can only base our actions upon assumptions and agreements.
All experience is subjective. I like to think of the universe as something
indescribable, perhaps a 4-dimentional 'thing'. As soon as we attempt to
put it into our 3-dimentional knowledge base, something changes and we
only see an aspect of the big picture. Just as a photograph can only show
us a flat
*representation* of a greater
thing, so it is with any attempt to describe *spiritual reality* in physical
terms.
Yet, there is a separate
reality within each of us which is often ignored unless we seek it. This
inner self is in magick called the 'true will'. The true will is the center
of consciousness and identity. It is the 'real you'. Everything else is
an interface or link to it from the
outer (illusory) world.
Since that interface is based upon our model, it is conditioned and may
sometimes produce false information. 'Do what thou wilt' (Crowley) is an
axiom of magick; for the true will expresses our exact desires. And what
we truly want ('down deep') we tend to automatically get. This isn't always
in our best interests, since the true will can be conditioned (tricked)
by the illusion; and then we might desire and obtain that which is not
ultimately good for us. (Karma strikes again!) The task of the magician
therefor is to awaken his awareness of the true will, to be free of conditioning,
and thereby to transcend maya. ('My will unconditioned is magical' --Spare).
HAPPINESS IS BEING HAPPY
There is no great secret
to changing behavior or habits. It is largely a matter of determination.
It requires that you ignore the 'pull' of the model when you strive for
changes within yourself. The model is, after all, a collection of 'habits',
some of which must be unlearned for permanent change to occur. There are
two ways to do this: direct, through will power and awareness alone --
observing and acting out in an unattached or indifferent manner; and indirect
-- through conditioning such as affirmation (explained later), self hypnosis,
and magick. Meditation may help too, by relaxing tension and conflict.
Emotions follow physical
expression: smile and act happy and you will tend to feel and be happy.
The same is also true for other emotions. Also, emotions can be a purposely
used (or programed) to replace other emotions. Using this technique, a
magician is somewhat like an actor in that he learns how to turn his emotions
on and off at will. Note that this is not 'faking it'; the magician is
probably more in touch with
his true feelings than most people. And for these reasons we say that happiness
is being happy.
SYSTEMS OF MAGICK
Magick always involves self hypnosis. However, it may be more than that. For one thing, there are objective forces involved (or so it would seem). Deities, spirits, and cosmic force can have an independent existence. And the repetitive physical movement sometimes involved in ritual can itself generate PK force. On the other hand, it could be argued that all of this is subjective to the magician. Or that the deities and spirits are nothing more than archetypes or cosmic patterns which the magician energizes with his own vitality. Perhaps all magical effects could be produced through hypnosis alone. But the effects are certainly real.
Great complexity is not necessary
in magick. Although basically magick is a medieval system of symbolism
(in a modern context), any cosmological system will work from Cabala to
Star Wars. We usually use the medieval one in magick because it is convenient
and traditional, and because it seems to fit our thought processes well.
Traditional symbols have greater emotional effect on the
magician than modern ones
because of his familiarity with them. What really matters is that the model
of the magician
be understood and programmed,
and thus that the model and the cosmological system do correspond.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1) Contrast subjective with
objective.
2) What is a 'model'?
3) Explain the task of the
magician.
BOOK LIST
Eric Berne, Games People
Play.
Fritjof Capra, The Tao of
Physics.
Carlos Castaneda, The Fire
From Within.
Arthur Koestler, The Roots
of Coincidence.
John C. Lilly, The Center
of the Cyclone.
------, Programming and
Metaprogramming in the Human Biocomputer.
------, Simulations of God
-- The Science of Belief.
Alan Watts, The Book (on
the taboo against knowing who you are).
Submitted by & Copyright Phil Hansford. (c) 1988 - 2006 All rights reserved. For A Witch's Cauldron.